A Strange Combination of Busy and Unproductive

The last month has been filled with various things, most of which have resulted in a distinct lack of anything approaching work. In no particular order…

  • I’ve been hardcore exercising and generally enjoying the outdoors now that the weather has turned more suitable for that sort of thing.
  • I’ve been dealing with a crazy fustercluck of appointments, many of which I have little or no control in the scheduling of.
  • I was out of town for most of last week because a very good friend of mine graduated college and invited me to his commencement ceremony.
  • I was out of commission for about a week thanks to a downward turn of my brain. While I’m still able to be minimally-functional during such times, anything creative goes right out the window.
  • Did I mention the awesome weather? Who the fuck wants to stay inside when it’s seventy and sunny?

I’m planning on getting back in the saddle on Tuesday. And by “back in the saddle” I mean I’ll be starting work on the second draft of my novel. I think I’ve resolved most of the structural issues I uncovered and I believe I’ll only need around two weeks to complete the draft. After that, I’ll let it sit for a while before embarking on the third draft which I hope will only be a polish.

Unfortunately, it looks like this summer as a whole is going to be rough on my work schedule. Between now and September, I’ve got maybe five or six weeks tops that I’ll be able to go into full-tilt, heads-down, work mode. With a bit of luck, I’ll still get my novel finished by the end of October, but that’s not looking nearly as likely as it was before.

Good Progress, Good Weather

I spent last week with my daughter. Fun was had, the changing-for-the-better weather was enjoyed, and I did pretty much no work at all. Well, I did have to write what I’d call a “volunteer piece” for a group, and I do have a couple of Just For Fun projects I’m tinkering with, but it was mostly a vacation.

Now I’m back to the grind. And by “grind” I mean reading the first draft of the novel I finished a couple of weeks ago and taking notes on the manuscript.

Fun fact: OS X’s “Preview” application lets you take notes on PDF files directly. Red ink, crossing things off, highlighting other things–you can even drop “margin notes” anywhere you’d like. That’s some fancy sci-fi, tree-saving technology, that is.

Anyway, I was expecting this reading and note-taking–which is all prep for the second draft–would take a week or two. As it turns out, I think I’ll count myself lucky if I’m done in less than a month.

I’d somehow forgotten how much different reading for revision is than reading for its own sake. I’m lucky if I get ten pages done in an hour, usually it’s closer to five. With the manuscript being 324 pages…let’s just say I’ve got a lot of work ahead of me.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s still fun. So far, anyway. I’ve mentioned before I tend to write close to the bare metal on the first draft, and only really flesh things out on the second pass. So in a way, this is still creative, engaging work. It’s only on the third and subsequent drafts–where I’m playing Move the Comma–that things get tiresome.

That said, don’t let me fool you. The week hasn’t been all work and no play for this dull boy. With the weather doing wonderful things, I’ve been going outside more often and even ended up taking my bicycle out today for a total of five miles of traffic-dodging fresh air.

I tell ya, nothin’ gets the ol’ heart rate up like weaving your way between distracted idiots and their two-ton death machines.

A New Look

I apparently clicked the wrong thing and upgraded my theme, despite never, ever wanting to do so. See, I used to use “Graphene,” but I’ve made tweaks to it. Many, many tweaks, none of which ever made it into a “child theme.”

So, since all my tweaks got horked by the update, I decided to go with a barebones look for a while.

And by “a while,” I mean “until I can get up the will to make it look more interesting.”

First Draft of [To Be Determined] – A Postmortem

I finished the first draft of a new novel yesterday. And before you ask, no, I’m not set on a title yet.

In case you might be wondering just what it is I do to get a first draft done, I’ve tried to write as good a description of my “process” as I could manage below. Maybe you’ll recognize some of your own “process.”

The Workbench

In my mind, I have a workbench. When I get an idea, I bring it over to the workbench and see if there’s anything to it. I tinker, get a piece or two together, then I walk away.

Later, I’ll wander over to the bench again and see what’s there. I have lots of projects on it, all at various stages. I’ll pick one up, turn it over, tinker with it, then walk away again. I keep up with this almost-idle tinkering until I notice myself keep going back to the same project, over and over again, and not working on anything else between sessions.

That’s how I know what I want to write.

There are elements of this novel which have been hanging around on my workbench for years, but it was only in the last few months that it really started coming together. I kept rolling the central ideas around in my head and reached a point where it was the only thing I wanted to work on.

False Starts

Imagine a rugged explorer following a map to buried treasure. He finds the “X,” digs up the spot, and unearths an ancient chest. But when he opens the chest, he finds just another map. It’s similar to the one he was following, but just different enough that he has to go back to the beginning in order to discover where his treasure hunt will really lead.

That’s how first drafts are for me.

I’ll go in with an idea, write, and see what I unearth. Sometimes I get what I expected, but most of the time I’m surprised, and find the real story buried under the one I was playing with. Then it’s back to the beginning I go.

The draft I just finished was the result of Attempt #3. I have two other, partial drafts for the same idea, which I wrote and set aside before starting the one I just wrapped up. Each of those false starts is a little more than 20,000 words long.

What? Me Funny?

When I write, I like to push myself in some way. I want to do something I’ve never tried before, or work at something I don’t think I’m good at.

For instance, let’s say you don’t think you’re very good at writing love scenes. Let’s further say that, as you’re working on a story, you notice there’s an opportunity for a romantic subplot which could work really well–if you could pull it off. I say go for it, challenge yourself.

If it doesn’t work, you can always take it out and pretend it never happened. But what if it does work?

In my case, I’ve never written much in the way of comedy. Sure, I’ve written some humorous essays and tossed a funny line or scene into my fiction from time to time, but I’ve never written fiction where humor is omnipresent.

When I got to know the characters in this book, and saw they had some real, comedic potential, I decided let them have at it instead of trying to rein them in.

I think it worked out pretty well, or at least well enough to give me hope. We’ll see what happens once the second draft is done.

It’s a Process

Everything I know about writing a first draft was best summed up by Yogi Berra years ago: “It ain’t over ’til it’s over.”

I fiddle with an idea, put it aside, pick it up, rework it, start writing, set it aside, start again from the beginning…It’s a work in progress and I’m never convinced I’ll pull it off until I’ve written the final sentence. And even then, I know there’s a second draft, waiting just around the corner, ready to knock everything apart.

I’ve written somewhere around 500,000 words since I started taking my writing seriously a year and a half ago, and less than half of them managed to escape into the wild. The rest? They’re sitting in files on my hard drive, like Oregon-Trail-esque headstones marking my journey–including a novel I “finished” last year, and a 67,000-word false start on another.

Getting a first draft done is less about being able to write than it’s about being able to throw away what I’ve already written. That’s what works for me, anyway. What works for you?

Birthday

This isn’t a real update, just an opportunity to write about how old I feel.

Okay, okay, so 36 isn’t exactly old, but it’s not 35. Or 25. Getting older isn’t something I ever really got all that worked up about until I hit 30, then it sort of started poking at me. Still, I’m one of those people who always celebrates my own birthday, usually in an aggressive manner.

Let’s face it, without your birthday, none of the other holidays would really be happening, right? Think about it.

Anyway, this year I’m celebrating by spending the day at home, writing, drinking coffee, and maybe playing some video games. Or watching some movies. Or even reading. In other words, I’m doing exactly what I have been doing for quite some time: working my butt off, then falling into a zombiesque stupor.

When your life is such that you can tell the difference between celebrating and just doing what you usually do, I think that means things are either going very well or very poorly for you.

I’m leaning towards “very well,” but I can’t say for sure.