Wherein I Watch Some Movies

I’ve been watching a lot of film noir lately. It started out as research for the novel I’m writing, but has since turned into an obsession all its own.

True, I was raised on healthy doses of black and white movies, films like And Then There Were None, DOA and the like, but I’ve never really sat down and studied the classic Hollywood crime dramas of the forties and fifties.

There’s a bit of a confession to be made here: I’m not really one for film.

I once spoke at length with the owner of a local theater and heard him say something I remember, verbatim, to this day. “I hate films,” he said, “but I love movies.”

Good entertainment, simple stories, things that go boom and plenty of every kind of eye candy. That’s the sort of thing this theater guy liked to see. I’m on the same train, though maybe not in the same car.

I like a good story in any narrative, whether it’s on a page or on a screen, but when I sit down to watch the average “film,” I’m usually handed a story two parts confusing to one part obtuse metaphor.

I had a girlfriend who was into films once, the sort of pictures you can only rent from independent video stores tucked into basements and staffed by film majors. I remember going with her to rent one she’d heard all her film major friends rave about. I couldn’t tell you the name of it, but I can tell you at the end of the movie everyone has sex and self-immolates. I remember there was something about a dog, too, but I think it made it out unscathed.

I don’t know if our different tastes caused the breakup which followed a few months later, but my first clear thought after the relationship tanked was “at least I don’t have to watch another shitty movie with her.”

On the other hand, with a film like Where The Sidewalk Ends, you’ve got a solid story, complex motives and a kind of creeping dread leading up to the conclusion. It’s a classic film noir tale of a dirty cop confronted with the worst of himself and, at least to me, every frame of it works.

I watched that yesterday, right alongside Union Station and The Naked City. All of these films had plots simple enough to follow without a GPS, characters you could relate to whether you liked them or not and every one was fantastic. Earlier this week I watched Bogart in The Big Sleep and followed it up with The Maltese Falcon, ’cause how could you not?

These films all got me in a way few motion pictures have, at least recently. Now, maybe that’s just because I’m watching the movies like a student, but something else got me too.

A lot of these film noir classics were considered lurid trash back in the day. They were Hollywood’s answer to pulp fiction; B-movies about gangsters, corrupt cops and other thugs. Violent, sexual and right at the edge of what society’s censors would tolerate.

In other words, these were movies back in their time. Now, they’re required viewing for anyone who claims to love film.

It sort of makes me wonder what we’ll say about ConAir in fifty years.

Okay, probably not that movie.

Back to my Routine

I managed to finish out last week on the high note I was looking for and met the beginning of this week with a fistful of energy and a positive attitude. Part of me (that cynical, pessimistic part which whispers in the darkness) is waiting for the other shoe to drop, but I’m doing my best to ignore it.

So far that’s working amazingly well.

The energy, enthusiasm and general “This is it!” feeling I’m experiencing are doing wonders for my work and personal life. Believe me when I say I’m not looking in that gift horse’s mouth too closely.

After all my back and forth, it looks like two thousand words a day is what I can comfortably get down on my novel while still having enough energy to do everything else I need and want to do in the average day. Between that, writing posts here, keeping up with my social networks, reading and trying to have a little fun, I think I lucked out in striking a good balance this quickly. Time will tell, but so far so good.

On the reading front, I’m making my way through a few books I need to devour for research. The novel I’m working on is somewhat outside of the genre I typically write in, so I’ve picked up some classics to read through with a critical eye. Once again, I’m faced with the delightful reality that, while what I’m reading is certainly for work, calling it that leaves me smirking.

I also have a stack of books to read and review; a stack which I’ve ignored for far too long. You’ll have to forgive me there, as trying to get my own life and work on track obviously had to take priority. I’ve gotten some exciting books both on my Kindle and in my mailbox, and I hope to share some of them with you soon. As the song goes, just a little bit longer.

And last, but not least, I have to point out that the weather has become positively wonderful and I’ve been neglecting it more than my pile of books. I don’t know what it says about my goals in general, but this week’s top priority involves a pair of sunglasses and a lot of walking in the fresh air.

Six Sentence Sunday #6

It’s been a while since I’ve engaged in the Six Sentence Sunday fun, but it’s a new week, a new month and a new me. Well, the first two are true anyway. This snippet is from an unfinished piece I was toying around with a month or two ago. I mentioned in a previous offering that showing off such things tends to give me The Fear, but what the hell, right?

Joshua Rourke is an expert on the occult–a freelance magician for hire who plays like a two-bit con man even though he has a deep understanding of the truly supernatural. He’s also an asshole.

In this scene, he’s speaking with Max, a young woman who can best be described as Rourke’s unpaid intern. They are discussing the dilemma of local gangster John Martin, a man as violent as he is superstitious. Martin is convinced one of his rivals has put a curse on him and has paid Rourke for protection.

“I’m swinging by the office in an hour or so.”
“You get that guy taken care of?”
“He’s satisfied.” Rourke took another bite of his bagel as he waited at the corner for the light to turn green.
“Tell me you didn’t sell him some flour and honey concoction.”
“Technically goat semen and hot sauce.”

I hope you enjoyed it, and be sure to check out some of the other offerings on the Six Sentence Sunday website.

Horror vs. Super Heroes

I recently hung out with a friend of mine at a restaurant, talking about the kinds of stories we enjoy reading in books or watching on the big screen. My friend is the sort of fellow who likes very visual, in-your-face media. Whether it’s a mystery novel or a big budget Hollywood spectacular, he wants nothing left to the imagination by the end. Every question posed during the story must be neatly wrapped up by the end or he feels cheated

Me? Well, if you’ve been reading this blog right along, you’ll know I’m the exact opposite. The stories I like best are the ones where there are as few answers fed to the audience as possible–stories where not every plot point gets neatly resolved. I don’t want to be shown the monster, I want to be allowed to imagine it, to dwell on what it might be.

As my friend and I talked, I realized that horror stories and super hero tales are on opposite sides of the story-telling spectrum. Everything from the characters to the set pieces to the simplest stylistic choices are so completely different that a good horror tale and a good super hero story might as well inhabit separate universes.

It’s probably no coincidence that my friend loves his super heroes while I love a good scary story.

Horror relies on a feeling of dread, anxiety and uneasiness. The events you are witnessing, whether on screen or in a book, must be met by the characters with uncertainty. You cannot take as a given that everyone in the story will be fine by the end; that they’ll walk off into the sunset or otherwise be rewarded with a happy ending. If the characters in the story aren’t vulnerable, that feeling of dread never has a chance to rise.

With super heroes, you are dealing with powerful and resilient characters by definition. They may be challenged by the events unfolding, but few super hero tales feature mortal peril such that the audience is uncertain if the day will be saved. You can find exceptions easily enough, but at a fundamental level any tale of supers is an indestructible hero’s journey wrapped in spandex.

And when it comes to super hero movies, nothing is left to the imagination. In this day of 3D and IMAX, without a particle storm and full-frontal CGI at every turn, a super hero movie would feel flat and (gasp!) low budget. Even the sets must be larger than life, often featuring sweeping, epic views of vast cityscapes where the characters are free to move around and have plenty of room to show off their best moves.

With horror, it’s about the atmosphere, the pacing, the slow and steady build-up of dread within the viewer. For the setting, you’re more likely to find claustrophobic environments than grand vistas, because adding confinement to the mix often makes the Bad Things much more worrisome.

And at the end, the release of that pent up apprehension, if it comes at all, should leave as much room for the viewer as possible. Don’t show the monster, let us imagine it. Whatever a visual effects director thinks the monster should look like won’t be nearly as scary to the audience as whatever nightmare their own minds conjures up.

Now it’s true, some horror movies lean heavily on computer-generated special effects, but in my mind those are the ones that are inevitably bad. Any horror movie you could describe as an “action-packed thrill ride” or a “special effect spectacular” is unlikely to deliver on the dread. Without that, horror just ain’t horror.

Conversations like the one I had with my friend rarely lead to anything concrete, aside from a pleasant hour spent exchanging ideas with someone you enjoy hanging out with. In the case of supers versus horror, though, I think we might have been on to something.

Things Take a Turn for the Busy

This week has already been a whirlwind of ups and downs. Being only Wednesday, I’m naturally a little worried. Between work, play, mental illness and not a few stress-filled incidents, I’m feeling frayed yet oddly together. I’ve heard of people who’ve survived horrible ordeals, and how there comes a moment for them when they realize that even though what happened to them was hideous, they were still there, still alive and able to move on.

I’d never put myself in the same group as these “survivors,” but I can’t help feeling some small amount of what they must be describing. After a really shitty few days, culminating in a night that will live in infamy (at least in my mind for a while), this morning I’m feeling “still alive” like it’s a theme song.

That is a great name for a song, now that I think about it. Someone should write it.

Anyway, among the more pleasant events of the week, I had a conversation on Monday, during which I realized that of all the ideas for novels I’ve banged around in my head lately, there was really only one I was excited about. Over a year ago, and long before I decided to take my writing seriously, I had an idea which drove me to write around fifty or sixty thousand words. I moved on to other things, naturally, but the idea festered both in my head and on my hard drive.

After that conversation, I decided to set aside the four or five thousand words I had down on my current work in progress, and print out that earlier attempt. I’d take a few notes, get back into it and start writing it from page one.

As it turns out, that WIP never made it over to my new computer. Instead, the file appears to have evaporated into the ether, like a dream upon waking.

Since I’m a silver lining kind of guy, I’m trying to stay positive. “Hey, it’s not so bad. I was going to re-write it anyway and now I can do it with nothing to hold me back or compare it to.”

Of course, there’s also a not-so-little voice in my head screaming at me for not having proper backups.

Despite this setback, I managed to sink my teeth into the story quickly enough to write two thousand words this morning. Getting into those pages felt like getting into a warm bath. The words came easily, I can see everything clearly in my mind, the characters are springing to life again and the whole thing feels like that world has been eagerly awaiting my return this entire time.

It’s the kind of positive thrill I really needed this week and if you’ve never felt something like it, I don’t know that I could explain it to you.

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